I don’t understand why suicide is a bad thing. My life has been ruined by someone I love and trusted. She accused me of fucking rape and I can’t even get up during sex. I’ve lost the love of my life, my daughter and everything I have. EVERYTHING. I want to die, but I’m told suicide is a bad thing. Why is it a bad thing?
I don’t want to live every day of my life worried about my daughter, wondering if shes okay. I don’t want to live every day of my life under the shadow of being accused of rape. I don’t want to live every day of my life without the person I love, the person I put so much on the line for.
But suicide is bad. I don’t get it.
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I couldn’t of said it better myself Gavin!
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Zach, Suicide itself isn’t necessarily a bad thing. Lots of middle-eastern religions consider it a good thing. Christianity itself considers many martyrs to be saints. When someone is really really sick (as in bedridden, and unable to respond to external stimulii), many people feel that termination is for the best.
BUT….
At it’s simplist, suicide is a direct enactment of “Thou Shalt not Kill”
Unlike other sins, because suicide is terminal, there can be no asking for forgiveness once the deed is done.
I know you’re a religious person, so I’ll put it to you in your own terms. God gives you the greatest gift of all, life. It doesn’t make sense to “throw it back in his face”.
Then there’s your personal reasons. They’re not good enough. You don’t qualify as a martyr. There’s hundreds of saints before you who have suffered more greatly. Suicide under the current conditions is acceptance. It is “losing”, it is letting the forces of evil win. You want to be a Christian, you need to fight like one.
Finally, and most importantly of all, there’s Katelyn and the baby. They need you. To opt out on them at this point is the same as running out of their lives because of your own selfish interests. They need your support. Don’t run away.
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