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My Daughter

January 13, 2011

So I got to see my daughter yesterday and shes the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.

Time Off To See My Daughter

January 11, 2011

I would like to apologize for the lack of posts recently, I have some big news… in just over 24 hours I will be playing with my daughter for the first time.

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So today I log onto facebook and I see so many things that make me second guess putting my child up for adoption. One good friend of Kate and I announcing “I’m PREGNANT!” an older friend of mine bragging about delivering babies at her job, and then other mothers posting movies of their children, and [...]

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I Can’t Be A Parent

October 17, 2009

Its time I be honest with myself and others. I have only told half the reason I’m hurting so much, the other half of the reason I’ve been hurting so much is really hard to admit for me.

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Big Fears

September 22, 2009

So I have a lot of really huge fears right now.

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Patience, Pregnancy and Aspergers

September 13, 2009

So now that Kate is pregnant I’m having to learn a lot about patience. Aspergers and patience typically don’t mix well, and then with all the lies and not knowing whats going on, my anxiety level is going through the roof.

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A Regretful Future Decision

September 11, 2009

So right now Katelyn and I have to make some huge decisions regarding the child Katelyn is pregnant with – to put it up for adoption or raise it. It also makes it very difficult that we have a lot of people pushing us in either direction. I’m starting to wonder if the people who [...]

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