So in the last week I had a weird coincidence happen. As many of you seen I have kinda been quite public about my struggles, well someone from my past contacted me.
Kate has a saying that she used quite frequently – “It can’t rain all the time.” Right now in my life its raining. Today I was released from a hospital after being suicidal.
So today I log onto facebook and I see so many things that make me second guess putting my child up for adoption. One good friend of Kate and I announcing “I’m PREGNANT!” an older friend of mine bragging about delivering babies at her job, and then other mothers posting movies of their children, and [...]
Its time I be honest with myself and others. I have only told half the reason I’m hurting so much, the other half of the reason I’ve been hurting so much is really hard to admit for me.
As many of you know Kate’s guardian has forced a breakup between Katelyn and I. Katelyn is pregnant with our child and the last word I had from a mutual friend is the guardian is going to force us to put the child up for adoption according to Kate. She told a friend this just [...]